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Blind.. With random thoughts of failure and loss, and internal pain, anorexia and insomnia.. Every time I try to look up, its like, the sun is not shining anymore.. And if it does, I'm afraid, I'm already blind..

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I wished Abby told me the reason as clearly as this: [link] at least I know I will understand.. Which reminds me, in spite of all the discouraged thoughts and failed dreams, I'm still revolving.. Look, 'Ma, the sun is shining on me..

B, please tell her, she's still my Europe and my execution at the same time..